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Just Take These Pills

by quick forest

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1.
The body bobbed in the river all night, to the tune of B.B King And way down the line, a fisherman said, hey, what’s that thing? There was fire on the hillside, faceless children on the trail You were beginning to hate my, tendency to fail In the back of a yellow pick-up, along the mountain road There was no reason to worry about, the gathering storm Black clouds were nothing new, our lives looked so forlorn When we stumbled upon a bamboo hut, and wordlessly disrobed You smiled with your eyes when I placed my hands around your hips You told me to come inside and kissed me when I did And when the neon was burning bright, we went down to the Old Green Dolphin The place was packed with killers, hiding bodies under their collars Everyone was looking popular, like James Dean driving a death machine Everyone was looking popular, like James Dean driving a death machine Yes, everyone was looking so popular, like James Dean driving a death machine Oh, everyone was looking so popular, like James Dean driving a death machine
2.
My life is over when I drink, and I like it that way, I think Invite the blind boys and we can play, like we were never born I’m too young to feel this old, but it’s party night, it’s party night And I’m all alone… Blow up the coloured balloons, as the birthday candles set fire to the curtains We’re gonna burn this place to the ground Blow up the coloured balloons, as the birthday candles set fire to the curtains We’re gonna burn this place to the ground We’re gonna burn it all down Spill my ashes in your drink, and pour it down the kitchen sink Invite the kind girls and we can play, like we were never born I’m too young to feel this old, but it’s party night, it’s party night And I'm all alone (in the basement of my fear) Blow up the coloured balloons, as the birthday candles set fire to the curtains We’re gonna burn this place to the ground Blow up the coloured balloons, as the birthday candles set fire to the curtains We’re gonna burn this place to the ground We’re gonna burn it all down
3.
I can see it there in the sweep of stars In a press of waves, in a line of cars In the grain of wood beneath my beer on the bar In the eyes of the girls with their hands on their hips And four-letter words sleeping on the pillows of their lips I can hear it there in the tousling weeds In the window fan’s electric breeze In the pots and pans in the kitchen sink And it makes me wanna get another drink From the gaunt-faced girl with the neon nails, behind the bar I can feel it there just like a favourite pen Like a boomerang comin back again In a midnight choir singin round a fire In a perfect song on the radio And it puts me in the mood for a tail-gate party at a Grateful Dead show I can taste it there in the whiskey’s finish: In the sweat between her breasts In the clover flower down in the pocket park In an ice cream cone from a three-wheeled cart And now there’s a man holding up a sign in the boulevard of my heart It was not so very long ago I stood on a bridge lookin down below The thoughts in my head were doin me in Saw myself jump and I almost did But then I made my way down to the road and stuck out my thumb Wound up in a cosmopolitan city Where the lights were bright and the people were pretty And then I saw the folks on the subway grates With their paper cups and their hapless fates And it made me pine for the future of a world I did not know Eventually I made my way back home Aka the place where I was born Nothing had changed because it never really does So, I did some shrooms and caught a good strong buzz And I swear to god, if god exists, that it made me feel a little less alone When the world seems cold as concrete When the world seems cold as concrete Nature will provide Nature will provide
4.
Somebody once told me, you’re an Indian I answered, no, I’m not Somebody once said, you’re gonna love me I said, no, I’m not Because I live in the shadow of disease Cholera, malaria, typhoid, and dysentery Somebody once said, you’re getting better I said, no, I’m not No, I’m not No, I’m not Love in the jungle is not the same, as love in the city There’re more burning huts, more naked bodies, more ways to take pity Strings of beads, and panther furs, rotten wood and golden birds The doctor said, just take these pills I said, no, I can’t No, I can’t No, I can’t The doctor got mad and told me About a white man who stepped off a roof in Nairobi Late one night You’ll end up just like that, he said No I won’t, I replied I’ll draw an inside straight at the casino where the girls hang tough No you won’t, he replied Somebody once told me, you’re an Indian I answered , no, I’m not Somebody once said, you’re gonna love me I said, no, I’m not No, I’m not No, I’m not
5.
Maybe I should pray more Get a better perspective on lying Seasons and shores, babies and whores Bottle on the sill Hat upon the dresser Dead girl in my wallet As the sun melts the day away Father love me with your eyes Mother with your hands, I hate Manhattan The hotels there are holes in my heart Stab myself in the chest For a cringeworthy death Fall to my knees, just to find that Blood smells like iron Blood smells like iron A bottle a day, going blind by the drink Father’s eyes in the hall Mother’s call can be heard In the early morning silence One lie after another With eyes aflame and the days disappearing As the sound of prayer walks through the night Killing each other in bed Twisting vows like bird necks A priest stops by a car wreck On his way home Stab myself in the chest For a cringeworthy death Fall to my knees, just to find that Blood smells like iron Blood smells like iron Blood smells like iron Blood smells like iron
6.
Wise child/foolish man Staring at your screen Headlines tickering ‘Cross your morning routine Witness to distant misery War and famine abroad And death applauds With a little bird against your window Feathers explode, soft as wheat Startled cats, wake from sleep As you step outside on your balcony To see what you can see On the patio stone below A sparrow lies, talons to sky And you wonder what it means An omen, could it be? An omen, could it be? An omen, could it be? Wise child/foolish man Still caught up in your dream Above your head the clouds are mean Under ceilings unseen Explode your feathers soft as wheat Twist your neck and curl your feet Leave us all with something on our screens Leave us all with something on our screens Leave us all with nothing on our screens
7.
You’re in a shitty African hospital, with wet, mouldy walls or is it bombed out Bosnia … no, it’s somewhere on a bad road, and you are hurt and have lost track of time You make it out of bed and throw up on the floor, lean against the wall, you are dry and notice somebody in the hall looking at you His face is like a mask He walks away with a sheet covering his body You think it must be Halloween Then you leave your room and see a light at the end of the hall You walk in the dark, a candle or two around, and the place is quiet The night is hiding from the war At the end of the hall there is a room and you look inside and see a new friend, a companion in this fucked up place He raises his head and his eyes light up You are hope for him, a way to get better, a conversation about something peaceful You touch his arm, he’s burning up, and he mutters backward words, echoes in a thin vessel You see things in his face … you see his parents, a town, a girl, a different life and they are in the very back of his eyes, living in soft light, like the softness of your heart, and it is all there at the back of his eyes, and you know he is never going to get out of bed You are hollow, tired, an old man beating his fists against the wall You walk back to your room, step in your vomit, climb into bed, and you dream, as if you were someplace else and things are soft, grey oatmeal, and you fall into the soft beat of your heart and the soft breathing of the guy down the hall, and in its own way, the dream is timeless, formless, and unlike him, you will live another day another day another day

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oh. hi. how are you? i took those pills. pretty bitter.

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released October 31, 2021

aaron louis asselstine: words, voice, acoustic guitar, bass

all songs by aaron louis asselstine

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quick forest is a conversation between friends in a city reclaimed by nature, several decades after the end of the world

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